keep it simple stupid (k.i.s.s) is probably the oldest cliche around. like in college i developed on my innate ability to complicate things. low self-esteem ensured i remained on this road of being special. simple essays on macbeth had me ruminating about para-psychology and the third dimension. needless to say my grades remained unremarkable. and consistently i worked on remaining outside of reality by trying to examine its extensions & probabilities. the real world scared me. and slowly i built a schizophrenic half-real world. now am queen of my half-deluded world. ensnared, unrelenting, proud & defeated. time to re-learn perhaps.